THE BEST TEACHER EVER

There is a story from many years ago of a primary school teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same.

But that was impossible because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard.

Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And, Teddy could be unpleasant.

It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last.

However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise, Teddy's first grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is a bright child with a ready laugh. He does his work neatly and has good manners...he is a joy to be around."

His second grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is an excellent student, well liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle."

His third grade teacher wrote, "His mother's death has been hard on him. He tries to do his best but his father doesn't show much interest and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken."

Teddy's fourth grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't show much interest in school. He doesn't have many friends and sometimes sleeps in class."

By now, Mrs. Thompson realized the problem and she was ashamed of herself. She felt even worse when her students brought her Christmas presents, wrapped in beautiful paper and tied with pretty ribbons, except for Teddy's. His present which was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper that he got from a grocery bag.

Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents. Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one quarter full of perfume. But she stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume on her wrist. Teddy Stoddard stayed after school that day just long enough to say, "Mrs. Thompson, today you smelled just like my mom used to."

After the children left she cried for at least an hour. On that very day, she quit teaching reading, and writing, and arithmetic. Instead she began to teach children.

Mrs. Thompson paid particular attention to Teddy. As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive. The more she encouraged him, the faster he responded. By the end of the year, Teddy had become one of the smartest children in the class and, despite her lie that she would love all the children the same, Teddy became one of her "teacher's pets."

A year later, she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling her that she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life.

Six years went by before she got another note from Teddy. He then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life.

Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would soon graduate from college with the highest of honors. He assured Mrs. Thompson that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had in his whole life.

Then four more years passed and yet another letter came. This time he explained that after he got his bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further. The letter explained that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had. But now his name was a little longer - the letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, MD.

The story doesn't end there. You see, there was yet another letter that spring. Teddy said he'd met this girl and was going to be married. He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit in the place at the wedding that was usually reserved for the mother of the groom. Of course Mrs. Thompson did.

And guess what? She wore that bracelet, the one with several rhinestones missing. And she made sure she was wearing the perfume that Teddy remembered his mother wearing on their last Christmas together. They hugged each other, and Dr. Stoddard whispered in Mrs. Thompson's ear, "Thank you Mrs. Thompson for believing in me. Thank you so much for making me feel important and showing me that I could make a difference."

Mrs. Thompson, with tears in her eyes, whispered back. She said, "Teddy, you have it all wrong. You were the one who taught me that I could make a difference. I didn't know how to teach until I met you."

Rest It All

I have given up all for what I have built for years. I accept it all. Start my new path. Put all of the burdens, though they are still haunting me. I don't ask much for what i am doing now. I just want to find the new comfort place to start it all. It hurts sometimes, but it's Ok. No road as smooth as what we want, no traffic jams, no accidents, no police officers, they must be there. Whatever is running on optimized.

What done is done

It is hard 2 motivate self. Why do i still cry when i have no one around. It feels so empty. I dont want 2 give up, i dont want to be weak. I want 2 stand still. I dont want 2 lay down my arm and give up for my fight..i want to move. God, give me your bright way, i know i dont deserve to call your Great name, but i need ur hands..

Wake Up

Hi girl..
why do you look that sad, stop mourning. I know that you are hurt, i know that you are deep in pain, but forget your sorrow. There is always tomorrow. You can not just walk by your shadow. Hi, remember. We just only human. We are full of mistake. Everything He sent to us, is already in His plan. God wants us to be better, to stay tough, to always past His every single test. Just wipe your tears up, there are still many hopes. Start your path, start your new life, though i know it is very difficult, but we have try for it. Now, put your smile, show your bright face. We are waiting for it...Wake up girl, dont fall too much on your mistakes.

Travel Each Time

What happen to us now is something promising for the future. It is just the test of life. I knew that sometimes we feel so down to the ground, so desperate, but I also knew that we also have a faith that something is going to be better. It is just a process. Process to grow up, to more understand about this life. sometimes we cry, we complaint to God about His plan. In fact, it is all the way it should go...Plant tightly in mind, Go Fight For Life...

The End of Me

Finally I come to my end, finally I face something I fear the most. Can not move, just only can see what happen to me next. I don't even know that I will still have my place here. Only a miracle that can save me now. No words except it.
God, please send me your mercy, I know what I did was truly wrong. I knew it. I just want to step better. Am I wrong?? Am I wrong for doing that??
My tears fall every night
My heart breaks every second
I am getting harder to breath
I am getting harder to move
My end is coming
Coming just like a flash
All my hopes disappear in a few second...

TOMORROW

Would it be any surprise for tomorrow?
Would it be still any chance for tomorrow?
Chance for something I have not done yet, something I have not completed yet.
Do I still own this life? Can I still breath this fresh air?
I still want to have my laugh...
I still want to have my days...
Don't throw this smile from my world please..
Don't throw this smile, I beg you...

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I have tried as hard as what I could give for it
I have tried...
Sometimes I go down, sometimes I go up
when I feel down, please try to understand...
I am still trying on it..

Someday

Just someday, thought not for today
Just someday, I might know what the answers for all these
Just someday, that might change what come now
Just someday, that i might not regret what happen now
Just someday, I would understand
I would understand all..

Catch Me When I Fall

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
sometimes loneliness
is just apart of me

ROAD

It's gonna be a long way
It's gonna be a long way to happy
Just need to hold on to what happen now
Still looking what will be presented
Still finding the meaning behind these all
Just like this road, sinuous
Thousands mills to walk
Thousands mills to go through
With only one hope
To find the peace in me
The road that must be taken

This is me at this moment
This is me at this time
Look mess, having nowhere to go
Just like vagrant
No home, no people to care about
But still moving forward
Searching for something
Something that I even don't know exactly
Still thinking to find what i am looking for true
Though I don't know what I am going to be for tomorrow
Though I don't know what I am going to be for the next many days, next many years
Many don't have their eyes on me
They just see like I am just a yesterday child
Who knows nothing
Who deserves nothing
They just don't see me
They just don't understand, though I don't want them to see me
They come only when they need me..

Flash & Stone

Just Like a flash, when we have fun on going through the time
So fast and so short
Just like a stone, when our heart feels so numb
No move, no light, just stand still
Can not always feel fun
Can not always feel pain
They come chase after
In each second, each minute, each hour, each day
Can not avoid the fact...
Only with hands wide open...
Greeting what will come..
Greeting everything...

Gerrard Pict

Nama Lengkap : Steven George Gerrard
Tempat Lahir : Whiston, Inggris
Tanggal Lahir : 30 Mei 1980
Kebangsaan : Inggris
Posisi : Gelandang
Bermain di Klub : Liverpool


Steven George Gerrard (lahir di Whiston, Inggris, 30 Mei 1980; umur 29 tahun) adalah seorang pemain sepak bola asal Inggris. Pria beringgi tubuh 188 cm ini bermain di Liverpool F.C. sejak tahun 1997 (meskipun debut profesionalnya baru terjadi pada 19 November 1998) sebagai pemain pengganti Vegard Heggem pada babak kedua saat liverpool bertanding melawan Blackburn Rovers.

Walaupun ia berposisi sebagai gelandang di klub sepak bola tersebut, sebenarnya ia dapat bermain di posisi mana saja seperti penyerang, gelandang ataupun bek. Bisa dibilang pemain ini berposisi serba bisa kecuali posisi kiper sepertinya halnya legenda sepak bola Irlandia Utara dan Manchester United yaitu George Best.

Di klub berjuluk The Reds ini, Gerrard mengenakan nomor punggung 8 sekaligus memegang ban kapten. Bersama Xabi Alonso, Jamie Carragher, dan Sami Hyypia ia telah menyumbangkan beberapa gelar juara untuk klub dari kota pelabuhan tersebut. Ia juga sangat disegani oleh penggemar-penggemar klub yang bermarkas di stadion Anfield tersebut, rekan-rekan setim di klub maupun timnas Inggris serta masyarakat Inggris secara keseluruhan. Tahun 2006 ia terpilih sebagai pemain terbaik di Inggris oleh Asosiasi Pesepak Bola Profesional Inggris (PFA).

Di tim nasional sepak bola Inggris ia memulai debutnya pada tahun 2000 dan hingga saat ini telah tampil sebanyak 67 kali dan mencetak 13 gol.

Gerrard akrab disapa dengan panggilan Stevie G.

Steven Gerrard memiliki 2 orang anak perempuan bernama Lily Ella dan Lexie. Ia juga telah menikah dengan seorang wanita bernama Alex Curran pada musim panas 2007.

Dualitas

Siang berganti malam
Panas berganti hujan
Hitam berganti putih
Senang berganti sedih
Ada fajar ada senja
Ada barat ada timur
Ada naik ada turun
Ada maju ada mundur
Itulah dualitas,
Part of me wants to stop, part of me wants to move,
Part of me laughs, part of me cries,
Why is there joy? Why is there pain?
It is all just like a couple.
Nothing is perfect.
Nothing is always on the same spot.
It moves and changes.
Some are good, some are bad.

The Truly Player

Undian babak perempat final Liga Champions musim 2009/2010 yang sudah dilakukan tanggal 19 Maret 2010 yang lalu, ternyata menyisakan suatu cerita tersendiri di dalamnya. Dalam salah satu hasil undian, Arsenal akan berhadapan dengan Barcelona. Menjadi sebuah cerita tersendiri karena menjadi ajang pertemuan kembali stiker Barcelona, Thierry Henry dengan mantan klubnya.

Untuk pertama kalinya sejak bergabung dengan Barcelona pada 25 Juni 2007, striker asal Prancis ini harus menghadapi klub yang membesarkannya. Begitu melihat hasil undian itu Henry mengaku sama sekali tak ingin menghadapi Arsenal. Hal ini cukup beralasan karena Henry telah menjadi legenda Arsenal. Selama delapan tahun, dia menjadi pilar utama kekuatan The Gunners.

Menjelang pertandingan leg pertama babak perempat final Liga Champions yang dilangsungkan di kandang Arsenal, Rabu depan (31/3), perasaan penyerang berusia 32 tahun itu sangat gundah. Tanpa menutup-nutupi lagi, Henry, menyatakan dirinya merasa tidak bisa menghadapi mantan klubnya yang masih sangat dicintainya itu.

"Bukannya saya tidak ingin bertanding atau apa pun. Tapi, saya sesungguhnya tidak ingin menghadapi Arsenal," kata Henry dengan tegas.

"Sangat aneh bagi saya saat masuk ke lapangan, tidak peduli itu di Emirates dan bukan di Highbury, dengan menggunakan kostum lain," lanjutnya.

Bahkan Henry tidak pernah berpikir sekalipun untuk bisa mencetak gol ke gawang Arsenal karena untuk sekedar bertanding lawan Arsenal saja, hatinya sudah dipenuhi dengan penolakan.

"Lupakan saja itu. Saya tak ingin menghadapi Arsenal. Ikatan saya dengan fans Arsenal tidak akan pernah saya dapatkan di tempat lain," jawabnya terus terang.

Dan menurutnya sungguh tidak mungkin mengulangi pengalaman bermain cukup lama bagi suatu klub, selain yang pernah dia lakukan bersama Arsenal.

"Saya tidak pernah berpikir akan bermain di tim lain untuk jangka waktu yang lama. Saya sudah tua. Jadi tidak mungkin saya bermain untuk satu tim selama delapan tahun lagi," jelas Henry.

Penolakan menghadapi mantan klubnya itu, jelas-jelas menunjukkan begitu masih dalamnya cinta seorang Henry pada Arsenal. Karena begitu cintanya, dia tidak pernah ingin sekalipun bertanding melawan mantan klubnya itu. Bahkan untuk sekedar memikirkan hal itu saja, dia tidak mau.

Memang meski sudah sejak tahun 2007 pindah ke Barcelona, Henry masih begitu sering menunjukkan perhatian dan kecintaannya pada mantan klubnya yang membuatnya menjadi seorang pemain besar. Dalam musim ini saja, dia terus mengikuti perkembangan Arsenal dan beberapa kali tanpa keraguan mengutarakan beberapa komentar bahkan pujian bagi mantan klubnya itu.

Seperti pada 10 Maret yang lalu, Henry dengan lantang menjagokan dan mendukung Arsenal untuk menjadi juara Liga Premier Inggris musim ini di tengah persaingan papan atas yang cukup ketat antara Manchester United, Chelsea dan Arsenal yang masing-masing hanya dipisahkan dengan selisih 1 angka.

Peluang menjadi juara memang cukup merata bagi tiga klub tersebut, tapi bagi Thierry Henry, Arsenal-lah yang akan merebut gelar juara Liga Primer Inggris musim ini.

"Jujur saja, saya saat ini berpikir Arsenal bisa memenangi kompetisi, dan saya sudah memikirkannya sebelum musim ini bergulir," kata Henry tanpa ragu pada News of the World.

Sebelumnya pada 24 Juli tahun lalu, Henry sudah dengan tegas mengatakan keyakinannya itu, "Perasaan saya, untuk Arsenal, saya tak lagi menyebut mereka bersaing untuk posisi empat besar. Saya berbicara mengenai memenangi kompetisi liga."

Henry bahkan merasa Arsenal saat ini bisa lebih unggul beberapa poin jika striker utama Arsenal, Robin Van Persie, tidak cedera.

"Jika Robin Van Persie tidak cedera sebelum Natal, maka siapa yang akan tahu apa yang bisa terjadi? Anda pasti menginginkan bisa memiliki dirinya di skuad Anda, di mana ia bisa memberi Anda tambahan enam atau tujuh angka," kata Henry beranalisa.

Kecintaannya pada Arsenal pernah ditunjukkannya lagi ketika mendukung usaha mantan klubnya itu dalam mempertahankan kapten dan sekaligus pemain kuncinya, Cesc Fabregas.

Hal ini cukup unik karena yang terus begitu ingin mendapatkan Fabregas adalah Barcelona, klub di mana Henry berada sekarang. Sudah sejak lama klub Catalan itu begitu ngotot berusaha mengembalikan pemain asal Spanyol itu ke Nou Camp.

Saat hal itu sangat santer dibicarakan di awal musim ini, ternyata Henry malah menyarankan mantan rekan setimnya itu tetap bertahan di Arsenal, padahal dia berpeluang untuk bereuni kembali dengannya dalam 1 tim yang sama. Dan tentunya kedatangan pemain seperti Fabregas akan semakin memperkuat Barcelona, tetapi Henry tetap bersikeras Arsenal harus dengan sekuat tenaga mempertahankan pemain muda itu.

"Mempertahankan Fabregas sangatlah penting," tegas Henry dalam sebuah jumpa pers pada tanggal 24 Juli 2009 lalu.

"Dia adalah kapten Arsenal, masih muda dan saya yakin dia masih ingin memberikan sesuatu kepada klub. Hal ini sangatlah penting bagi Cesc," tegasnya.

Tidak hanya itu Henry pun terlihat sangat membela mantan klubnya. Dia pernah mengecam keras Emmanuel Adebayor yang berperilaku tak terpuji saat mencetak gol bagi Manchester City saat berhadapan dengan Arsenal di awal musim ini. Adebayor yang baru musim ini juga pindah dari Arsenal itu terlihat dengan sengaja merayakan golnya ke hadapan pendukung Arsenal.

Henry menilai Adebayor menunjukkan sikap tak hormat kepada fans dan pemain Arsenal, terutama lagi pada manajer Arsene Wenger. Adebayor dianggapnya sebagai pemain yang tidak tahu berterima kasih.

"Adebayor mungkin salah satu striker terbaik dunia saat ini. Tapi, dia bukan siapa-siapa sebelum Arsene membawa dan memberinya kesempatan," jelas Henry.

"Saat datang dari Monaco, ia pemain yang jarang dimainkan di Prancis. Kini, dalam tempo dua tahun dia sudah menjadi pemain yang diinginkan oleh banyak klub top Eropa. Arsenal telah melakukan banyak investasi pada Anda. Seharusnya, Anda menaruh respek sedikit saja pada manajer, klub dan fans," lanjut Henry.

Bahkan dirinya yang memenangkan banyak gelar bersama Barcelona tidak pernah melupakan jasa Arsenal untuknya. Baginya tanpa Arsenal, pastilah dia bukanlah siapa-siapa sekarang. Apalagi sebelum bergabung dengan Arsenal, bersama Juventus, karir Henry hampir tenggelam karena salah dimainkan dalam posisi sayap yang membuatnya hanya mencetak 3 gol dalam 16 kali penampilan.

Setelah ditarik Arsene Wenger ke Arsenal pada Agustus 1999, tidak butuh waktu lama kemampuannya pun pulih kembali. Tidak berhenti sampai di sana, kemampuannya juga semakin meningkat dan benar-benar menjelma menjadi pemain kelas dunia.

"Saya memenangi treble bersama Barcelona musim lalu. Tapi, saya tahu bila bukan karena Arsene Wenger dan Arsenal, saya tidak akan menjadi seperti sekarang ini," kata Henry kepada Daily Mirror.

Selain itu Henry juga tidak pernah sungkan mengungkapkan keinginan terpendam dalam dirinya untuk kembali ke Arsenal. Padahal dia di Barcelona sekarang ini sudah mendapatkan apa yang begitu dia inginkan sejak lama yaitu trofi Liga Champions yang didapat Barcelona pada tahun 2009. Dan keinginan untuk mendapatkan trofi itu pulalah yang membuat Henry meminta dijual Arsenal ke Barcelona pada tahun 2007.

Namun nampaknya seiring impiannya tercapai, ternyata timbul juga keinginan yang mendalam untuk bisa kembali ke mantan klub di mana dia sering disebut King Henry karena begitu dipuja oleh semua publik Arsenal. Dialah pemain terhebat dalam sejarah Arsenal. Dia pulalah top scorer sepanjang masa Arsenal dengan 226 gol dalam 370 pertandingan. Karena itu tidak heran dia begitu dipuja oleh semua pendukung Arsenal.

Bagi pendukung Arsenal dialah raja di klub. Hal ini pernah ditegaskan oleh mantan CEO Arsenal, David Dein, dalam suatu perjalanan di dalam pesawat. Perkataan ini pulalah yang saat berhasil menahan Henry pindah ke Barcelona lebih awal. Selain itu dia juga menjadi kapten Arsenal menggantikan Patrick Vieira yang pindah ke Juventus.

Status raja dan kapten inilah yang sulit didapat Henry di Barcelona. Jauh sebelum dia bergabung sudah ada nama besar seperti Lionel Messi, Andres Iniesta dan Xavi. Carles Puyol juga cukup kukuh menjadi kapten Barcelona. Bahkan seiring makin cemerlangnya Messi, publik Barcelona pun makin memujanya. Henry sangatlah sulit untuk menandinginya. Karena itu mulai muncul kerinduan dalam diri Henry untuk mendapatkan sambutan pendukung yang begitu fanatik seperti yang didapatnya bersama Arsenal.

Pada 2 Oktober 2009 yang lalu, tanpa menutup-nutupi keinginannya, Henry mengatakan ingin kembali ke Arsenal dan bekerja sama kembali dengan Arsene Wenger.

"Saya selalu mengatakan kita tidak bisa kembali ke tempat yang pernah saya miliki. Saya tidak pernah berhenti berbicara bahwa saya mencintai Arsenal, dan akan kembali ke sana suatu hari," katanya.

Henry merasa cukup nekat mengatakannya karena tidak tahu bagaimana cara dirinya kembali ke Stadion Emirates. Dia juga tidak tahu akan jadi apa jika bekerja sama dengan Arsene Wenger lagi.

"Mungkin saya hanya akan menjadi waterboy atau pengantar minuman," katanya sambil merendah.

Pada tanggal 4 Oktober 2009 yang lalu, Henry yang sedang memulihkan cedera tanpa sungkan-sungkan datang kembali ke Stadion Emirates untuk ikut menonton pertandingan Arsenal lawan Blackburn Rovers yang berakhir dengan kemenangan 6-2 untuk Arsenal. Hal ini merupakan kelanjutan dari pengakuannya yang mengatakan sampai sekarang masih selalu menonton semua pertandingan Arsenal dari layar TV.

Sungguh sangat jelas semuanya itu membuktikan bagaimana besarnya rasa cinta seorang Thierry Henry pada Arsenal. Dia tidak pernah berhenti terus mendukung klub yang sangat berjasa baginya itu. Karena cintanya yang begitu besar, maka memang sangat berat untuk bertanding melawan mantan klubnya itu. Pernyataan ini tentunya sangat-sangat berarti bagi pendukung Arsenal. Jarang sekali ada pemain yang masih tidak sungkan-sungkan menunjukkan kecintaannya pada mantan klubnya.

Tetapi pasti terasa akan tidak adil bagi pendukung Barcelona, jika nantinya Henry benar-benar akan menolak jika diturunkan lawan Arsenal pada hari Kamis depan nanti (1/4) apalagi jika peran seorang Henry sangat dibutuhkan dalam formasi tim. Dalam babak 16 besar yang lalu peran Henry cukup besar dalam mengantarkan Barcelona menyingkirkan Stuttgart.

Semuanya itu baru akan kita ketahui di pertengahan pekan depan. Tetapi yang sudah pasti di sini dan tidak perlu diragukan lagi adalah kecintaan yang begitu besar dan tidak pernah sirna dari seorang Thierry Henry pada Arsenal. Sungguh bentuk cinta tiada akhir yang patut ditiru oleh pemain-pemain lain.

Kanker Serviks

Kanker merupakan salah satu jenis penyakit
yang sudah tak asing lagi ditelinga. Berbagai jenis kasus baru ditemukan, namun
jenis kasus Kanker manakah yang paling tinggi prevalensinya, khususnya di
kalangan perempuan? Dan bagaimanakah cara untuk mencegahnya? Belakangan
ini mulai marak terdengar berita-berita mengenai kenker serviks. Apakah
sebenarnya kanker serviks? Seberapa seringkah kanker serviks terjadi pada
perempuan Indonesia?
Kanker serviks (cervical cancer) adalah kanker yang terjadi pada area
leher rahim atau serviks. Serviks merupakan bagian rahim yang berhubungan
dengan vagina. Kanker serviks merupakan kanker nomor dua yang paling
sering menyerang perempuan di seluruh dunia. Dan juga merupakan kanker kedua
yang paling sering menyebabkan kematian. Di Indonesia sendiri, diperkirakan
setiap harinya terjadi 41 kasus baru kenker serviks dan 20 perempuan meninggal
dunia karena penyakit tersebut. Tingginya angka ini biasanya disebabkan oleh
rendahnya pengetahuan dan kesadaran akan bahaya kanker serviks.
Kanker serviks cenderung muncul pada perempuan
berusia 35-55 tahun, namun dapat pula muncul pada perempuan dengan usia yang lebih
muda. Penyebab dari kanker ini adalah virus yang dikenal sebagai Human
papilloma virus (HPV), yaitu sejenis virus yang menyerang manusia.
Terdapat 100 tipe HPV di mana sebagian besar tidak bahaya, tidak menimbulkan
gejala yang terlihat dan akan hilang dengan sendirinya. Infeksi HPV paling sering
terjadi pada kalangan dewasa muda (18-28 tahun). Perkembangan HPV ke arah
kanker serviks pada infeksi pertama tergantung dari jenis HPV-nya. HPV tipe
risiko
rendah atau tinggi dapat menyebabkan kelainan yang disebut pra kanker. Tipe HPV
yang berisiko rendah hampir tidak berisiko, tapi dapat menimbulkan genital
warts (penyakit kutil kelamin). Walaupun sebagian besar infeksi HPV akan
sembuh dengan sendirinya dalam 1-2 tahun karena adanya system kekebalan tubuh
alami, namun infeksi yang menetap yang disebabkan oleh HPV tipe tinggi dapat
mengarah pada kenker serviks. Dan dapat berkembang tanpa terkontrol dan dapat
menjadi tumor.
Gejala kanker serviks pada kondisi pra-kanker
ditandai dengan ditemukannya sel-sel abnormal di bagian bawah serviks yang
dapat dideteksi melalui tes Pap Smear, atau yang baru-baru ini disosialisasikan
yaitu dengan Inspeksi Visual dengan Asam Asetat. Sering kali kanker serviks
tidak menimbulkan gejala. Namun bila sudah berkembang menjadi kanker serviks,
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My Sweet Memories

And remembering all those happy times, we enjoyed together, and hoping we will share many- many more, I Love U My Kid ..

Friendship

A true friend never lies
A friend in need is a friend in deed
A friend is a living companion in all time

SHADOW

Your body’s warm
But you are not
You give a little
Not a lot
You coup your love
Until we kiss
You’re all I want
But not like this
I’m watching you disappear
But you, you were never here

It’s only your shadow
Never yourself
It’s only your shadow
Nobody else
It’s only your shadow
Filling the room
Arriving too late
And leaving too soon
And leaving too soon

Your body gives
But then holds back
The sun is bright
The sky is black
Can only be another sign
I cannot keep what isn’t mine
Your laughter it lingers on
But you, you were almost gone

How can I tell if you mean what you say
You say it so loud, but you sound far away
Maybe I had just a glimpse of your soul
Or was that your shadow I saw on the wall
I’m watching you disappear
But you, you were never here

Just One Wish For Now

God, please send them your gift
Please send them your best bless
Send them many happiness
In their broken roof
Let them live freely
Let them breath fresh air
Let them out of their dark
Let them find their light
Give back what have lost
I never felt so this big worries before
I am so scare of it
I wish I could change this
I wish I could change this better
Just Only One Wish For Now
Please make it real and true...

This Is Not What I Trully Want

The sun seems don't want to rise
It is covered by the dark
The numb black dark cloud
The dark just stand still
Ignoring what is inside
The deep feeling inside
The broken inside
No one cares
No one understands
Just the blame
Just the blame that come over
The moon can not see the sun hides too far
Hides in his pain, hide in his sorrow
We all want to see your shine
Don't let this moon crying anymore

Which Road??

Finally i come to this, to this situation. The situation in which exploring my brain, mind, and heart. I have thought it so many times, I think it again and again, but I have not found yet the best and the right way for it. My wall is trembling down, my heart is breaking down, my mind is spinning around. There is a crossroad, a big wide crossroad, but I don't know which way I should take, which way I should choose, I have no idea of it. Want to find some helps, but I could not do it. I don't think that they will understand, and i am sure they will not see as what I see, they will not feel as what I feel. Just doing some writings that makes it less. At least, lightening my burden. I want to enjoy my life, in harmony, in peace, but when i got stuck of it, I could do nothing. But I want to move on, trying hard to move on ... losing what's weighting on my mind.
Bad leads us to be good, experience leads us to be better, mistake leads us to be best, and problem makes us to be strong. I hope the strong and the tough come to me. They say it...

Understand All

I am facing for a difficult case now, i lost control of it. I dont know what to say more, i just dont know what should i say more. I just want everything goes on its way. I just want it. Not more. But it seems too hard to get that. I got no place to hide, i got no safe place. This mind breaks me, this mind disturbs me. It is hard to say when the mind and the heart do not walk on the same way. The mind fights with the heart. But i am not waiting one of them to be the winner. I am waiting the wise of the mind to follow the heart, or the wise of the heart to follow the mind. It is very hard to mix it. My mind goes right my heart goes left. I am living in a doubt, no fix path now.
It is not about that i dont accept the facts, i just have not ready enough for this. Am i asking too much??

THANKS GOD

Well done, i just never thought what i guessed was so much different with the fact. And I think the luck was with me at that time. Now, I am so release, relief, from what have disturbed my days. Eventhough there are so many things still weighting my mind, but it is ok now, a little bit ok. Learning from the mistakes, start healing the wound, and i am on the way making. No big hope, but I still hope, even when it gets worst, but at least i have my effort, intention to make it clear, evethough i know that it is very hard to go back normal just like it used to be, but I have my smiles and spirits. My past takes me here, and I welcome it ...Star still twinkling, Sun still shining.

Is it the best?

Sometimes we just dont understand what we do but we do it.
Sometimes we dont want to do it but we do it.
Sometimes we go nowhere but we still walk along with no path.
But if we have to do it, then we have to.
Dont know it is wrong or right but we go foward.
With the hope to find bright and light, with the hope for better, not many better, we just want to breath small better to fresh this air.
Eventhough we know that it will not much help us, but at least, it can brightening and lightening the mind, the mind that breaks our soul..

My Different Sunday

Have u ever done somethin wrong and u did truly know that it was wrong?
Have u ever crossed the road in which u should not pass the road?
Have u ever taken a big risk when what u got is not worth enough to fight for?
Have u ever done something extremely danger to ur life?
I did it, n must pay for what i have done.
I just want the luck with me tomorrow.
My mind breaks the spirit of my soul.
Looking for a place to hide, but none of it is safe.
My step walks on broken glass, it is hurt in each step

forgiven not forgotten

Dear God, i truly know what i did was wrong, i knew it from the first step i chose. But can i have one big apologize to what i have done. I truly could not control this. I truly couldnt do it. Only smile i want the most, just small sweet smile. Just like it used to be. But, can i still have it? can i still feel it? and if i dont get those, i understand all. I am the one causing this. I dont regret at all of what happen now, i know that's the way it goes. I get this day coz my yesterday, n i will get my tomorrow coz of today. For better or worse, i have to take it, i have to be brave and dare to face it. I am the only one who is in fault. No matter happend i must take the risk. How big the risk is, i have prepared for it. I am sorry i stole ur happiness. I have no reason for it, every reason will always non sense to say. Tomorrow, give ur brigh shine, brightening my days, my follow days. My sorry would mean nothing, but i only can say SORRY FOR ALL..

B-Day

It is just a common thing for us to wait something that we think it is a special day for us. Most of us do it. We wait for nothing in prize. We just wait to steal their small little attention to just say "Happy B-Day" to us. Short words but deep. We watch our phone tightly when the time shows 12. 00 a.m. We wait for their call, their words, and the most important is their pray for us. We wait for our lover, our fam, our friends, and those whom we love. And it does truly works in my life. Lighting up my life, powering my life. And I got it today. I got many, I got my lovers, fam, friends, my children, they all came. And I just can say my big thank for them. Feel so worth enough for being present in this life. Their words truly did make my heart ..., well it is hard to describe and to write. I just can say Wow!! It shocked me. Their sweet small surprise, really did shock me. Thanks for all. Thanks God for letting me, giving me one chance, and i hope many chances will. Thanks for your biggest gift to breath this fresh air and life...To my dearly children, you are all deeply coloring my life.

Whatever It takes

To whatever happen in this life, we take it freely, we accept it with hands wide open, just like what CREED said.
To what will happen next, something we are waiting, something we are not willing to wait, we still have to accept it.
To wherever it is, I will fly high above reaching what I want eager to reach
To whatever it takes, I will try as best as I can do, as hard as i can do
To whatever people say, whenever it is in my life,
I will be in time and I will be on time
There's no standing in my way

The Power of Words

1. Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind.
2. You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future.
3. Love ......and you shall be loved.
4. God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him.
5. All people smile in the same language.
6. A hug is a great gift..one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange.
7. Everyone needs to be loved...especially when they do not deserve it.
8. The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has invested in eternity.
9. Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it.
10. It's important for parents to live the same things they teach.
11. If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for.
12. Happy memories never wear out.... relive them as often as you want.
13. Home is the place where we grumble the most, but are often treated the best.
14. Man looks at outward appearance but the Lord looks within.
15. The choice you make today will usually affect tomorrow.
16. Take time to laugh for it is the music of the soul.
17. If anyone speaks badly of you, live so none will believe it.
18. Patience is the ability to idle your motor when you feel like stripping your gears.
19. Love is strengthened by working through conflicts together.
20. The best thing parents can do for their children is to love each other.
21. Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts.
22. To get out of a difficulty, one usually must go through it.
23. We take for granted the things that we should be giving thanks for.
24. Love is the only thing that can be divided without being diminished.
25. Happiness is enhanced by others but does not depend upon others.
26. You are richer today if you have laughed, given or forgiven.
27. For every minute you are angry with someone, you lose 60 seconds of happiness that you can never get back.
28. Do what you can, for who you can, with what you have, and where you are.

Children

Children not just only children. They have a big power with everything they have. Full of funny things, full of something ridiculous too. But they really do make this life more a live. They complete the days. They fill the days. They bring many hopes, future hopes, to change this life, to change this world. When they are playing, when they are singing, when they are crying, even when they are fighting. They are the reflection of this on going life. We do love everything they do, even the bad one.

Life

Life is something we have to live in
Something we have to live on
Something we have to do
Something we have go through
I love my life
I love my life with everything in it