Wake Up

Hi girl..
why do you look that sad, stop mourning. I know that you are hurt, i know that you are deep in pain, but forget your sorrow. There is always tomorrow. You can not just walk by your shadow. Hi, remember. We just only human. We are full of mistake. Everything He sent to us, is already in His plan. God wants us to be better, to stay tough, to always past His every single test. Just wipe your tears up, there are still many hopes. Start your path, start your new life, though i know it is very difficult, but we have try for it. Now, put your smile, show your bright face. We are waiting for it...Wake up girl, dont fall too much on your mistakes.

Travel Each Time

What happen to us now is something promising for the future. It is just the test of life. I knew that sometimes we feel so down to the ground, so desperate, but I also knew that we also have a faith that something is going to be better. It is just a process. Process to grow up, to more understand about this life. sometimes we cry, we complaint to God about His plan. In fact, it is all the way it should go...Plant tightly in mind, Go Fight For Life...

The End of Me

Finally I come to my end, finally I face something I fear the most. Can not move, just only can see what happen to me next. I don't even know that I will still have my place here. Only a miracle that can save me now. No words except it.
God, please send me your mercy, I know what I did was truly wrong. I knew it. I just want to step better. Am I wrong?? Am I wrong for doing that??
My tears fall every night
My heart breaks every second
I am getting harder to breath
I am getting harder to move
My end is coming
Coming just like a flash
All my hopes disappear in a few second...

TOMORROW

Would it be any surprise for tomorrow?
Would it be still any chance for tomorrow?
Chance for something I have not done yet, something I have not completed yet.
Do I still own this life? Can I still breath this fresh air?
I still want to have my laugh...
I still want to have my days...
Don't throw this smile from my world please..
Don't throw this smile, I beg you...

Untitled

I have tried as hard as what I could give for it
I have tried...
Sometimes I go down, sometimes I go up
when I feel down, please try to understand...
I am still trying on it..

Someday

Just someday, thought not for today
Just someday, I might know what the answers for all these
Just someday, that might change what come now
Just someday, that i might not regret what happen now
Just someday, I would understand
I would understand all..

Catch Me When I Fall

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
sometimes loneliness
is just apart of me

ROAD

It's gonna be a long way
It's gonna be a long way to happy
Just need to hold on to what happen now
Still looking what will be presented
Still finding the meaning behind these all
Just like this road, sinuous
Thousands mills to walk
Thousands mills to go through
With only one hope
To find the peace in me
The road that must be taken

This is me at this moment
This is me at this time
Look mess, having nowhere to go
Just like vagrant
No home, no people to care about
But still moving forward
Searching for something
Something that I even don't know exactly
Still thinking to find what i am looking for true
Though I don't know what I am going to be for tomorrow
Though I don't know what I am going to be for the next many days, next many years
Many don't have their eyes on me
They just see like I am just a yesterday child
Who knows nothing
Who deserves nothing
They just don't see me
They just don't understand, though I don't want them to see me
They come only when they need me..

Flash & Stone

Just Like a flash, when we have fun on going through the time
So fast and so short
Just like a stone, when our heart feels so numb
No move, no light, just stand still
Can not always feel fun
Can not always feel pain
They come chase after
In each second, each minute, each hour, each day
Can not avoid the fact...
Only with hands wide open...
Greeting what will come..
Greeting everything...